NOBODY BELIEVES ME FROM DAY ONE

There's no pressure in me to become successful. I am not even scared to try and fail big time, nobody believes me since day one, sometimes I even doubt myself. It takes away all the pressure on my side, nobody expects me to succeed, they don't even care about my work. I'm just a piece of shit to their eyes. But it's ok, I will never give up, I will keep on believing myself and break my own records. all the goals, all the dreams... they have no meaning for me anymore, all I want to to give my very best and use all of my energy, will and time for one thing... I just want to see what is possible if I give my all. 

I don't care to be honest... I really don't care if they believe me or not, I will keep doing my thing and will never stop until I get what I want. If I fail I fail, it's not a big deal, it will not even affect me at all. I just want to see what I can be if I will focus and give everything I've got. 

And even if they believe me.. I still don't care, their beliefs will not even help me. It's on me, I am the one who is in charge of this journey so whether they support me or not... I don't care at all. It's not about being arrogant, it's a mindset and knowing that me and only me is the one responsible for my failure or success. 

Them not believing me is a blessing, it takes away the pressure, it takes away the expectation. They already considered me as a loser but it is not a big deal, I am not offended. All I know is I will keep fighting until the end, all I know is I have to keep going or else nothing will happen to my life. Moving forward is all I can do and nothing else. So even if the world is against me... I will always keep moving forward no matter what, I will never stop, I will never ever stop.

If I will not believe in my self then I will never become victorious, sometimes I doubted myself but the belief keeps coming back, it is a sign that I will become successful one day. 

I have no choice but to believe in myself because if not then I will not be able to take actions anymore, I have to trick my mind that I will become successful one day and keep moving forward even if nothing good is happening with the journey.

At the end of the day, I cannot force them to believe in me. Hard work and giving my best is all I got, I can't make them appreciate me, I can't make them support me. It's their choice not to believe in me and  I respect their decision. 

The game plan will never change regardless if they believe me or not, the game plan is to keep moving forward and never quit even if the going gets tough. I will keep pushing and be myself, I will keep pursuing my goal.