If yo want to change then you need to watch yourself all the time and ask yourself if you're thinking right or doing the right thing that will give you a chance to have a better life. Discipline is all you need to have a better life, a game plan and execution. If you are disciplined you will have more time, you will get stronger and faster, you will be able to do the things that you thought were not possible. Watch yourself 24/7 and stop being a bum. If you're doing a lot of useless activities stop it now and never do it again. You have to constantly guard yourself because you're too good in sabotaging yourself. This is a process, this is a minute to minute process. You can never wish for it, you can only live by it. Practice, train yourself to become a doer and not just a watcher or a thinker. Your life will only get better if you choose a different role. Not a bum, not a clown, not a lazy person, your role should be the hardest working person in the world. Your role should be different than your weaker role in the past. You can choose what you want to be.
Just go, take matters into your own hands and just go. Push yourself to the limits and never give up, as simple as that. At the end of the day you've got to choose what path to go on. You need to choose the better path, choose something that will make you stronger and better. Choose a different energy, a different identity. Define the steps and habits that will make you great and live by it. You have to understand that in order to achieve something different you need to change your character too. That's the only way. If you will not change yourself then you will get the same weak results over and over again. You have to constantly remind yourself that you're a different animal now. It is what it is, it's going to be hard but it is really very basic. It's not how smart you are, it's not how talented you are... it's how disciplined you are. It's very simple yet most people can't do it because they don't have the discipline and habit to do it. They are not even trying, you need to use a tremendous willpower here. Focus is the key, if you are committed then you already succeeded.
Watch yourself, it is better to do nothing than to stick with your bad habits. It's better to just breathe and stay still so that you can think consciously and not be on an auto pilot mode. It's better to sleep than to scroll on social media for 10 hours, it's better to meditate and just breathe than to drown yourself with pleasures. You have to control yourself, stay away from pleasures because it's making your life miserable, it's making you suffer again and again. Addiction is what's failing you. Addicted to sugar, porn, cigarette, procrastination, social media, laziness, sleep, junk food, gossips etc. If you can just stop your addiction then your life will change dramatically. What's your addiction that's making you poor, unhealthy, weak, slow, unproductive, lazy and dumb? stop it now, you can do it if you really want it. All it takes is using your willpower. Speaking of willpower, you have unlimited supply of it. Just watch yourself, watch your behavior and stay away from your addictions. You can change now, just be present, be in the moment and embrace the discomfort. It's really going to be stressful and hard but that's how to manufacture growth and momentum, you will never change if it is easy. You have to embrace the stress, embrace the change, it's taking place every second you endure the struggle. Just keep going and never quit, you are the owner of your life, never let weakness take over.