Look for your addiction, look at your life, what's making you slow and unproductive? what's making you sick? what's poisoning your mind? what's eating a lot of your time and wasting your energy? What's making you broke? what's making you a loser in life? It can be procrastination, it can be food, it can be your toxic friends, it can be your vices, it can be your bad habits. Something is making you slow and weak, something is stopping you from growing, find it and stop it now. Even if it is hard, even if it's already in your system... stop it, the only way to stop it is to use your willpower. Be in the present moment, watch everything you do and think and never allow yourself to engage with it again. It's so hard yet simple, all you have to do is stay in the moment and watch yourself 24 hours a day.
Trust the small progress, trust yourself, trust the slow but consistent pace. You're addicted with something that is useless because you're not seeing any progress in your life. It's because you're not focusing on your own life. You have to focus on the process and give everything you've got no matter what, you have to push yourself and take your shi* to another level. It is what it is, it's not going to be easy but what else will you do? are you just going to live your life like a loser? are you just going to play the weak game and not reach your full potential? you can do anything you want if you will just give your very best and never waste any second.
You will find how easy it is if you will just pull the trigger and make the necessary actions to make your life better. Nothing is hard, difficulty is just a perspective. Things gets harder because you're being a chicken, you're acting like a useless clown. Stop bumming around, do what is needed and you will find out that you have a potential to become successful, opportunities will come, things will get better and easier. You will gain more confidence, you will have a strong momentum. It's simply about taking actions and nothing can stop you anymore. You have what it takes to become great if you will just commit and stop making excuses.
Don't let slowness swallow you. You have to be fast, move fast and just do it. You're so effective when you will just do it no matter what. You're so good when you're not letting any resistance control you. The power is always yours. You can change now if you will just stay in the moment and identify all the things and activities that slows you down and eliminate all of it. You can do it if you really want it, nothing can stop you if you will make yourself unstoppable. There is a way, use your willpower and give everything you've got, as simple as that.