The moment you rely on other people will be the start of your falter. You will never make it anymore, you will never make a progress and you will get weaker and weaker each day, it's because you're not using your strength, you're not using your skills and your value is not going higher, you are going down because your strength is coming from them. Never care about what they have or what they can give to you, study your mind, watch yourself... are you always looking for a help when it is hard or you feel threatened? don't look for a helping hand because it will be the start of abuse, the people who helped you will abuse and control you, they will use you, they can get rid of you anytime they want, they will be the one who will make decisions for you, you have to decide for yourself, go and get it, get what you want even if it is hard, use your willpower, do it your way and never care if you fail or succeed. At the end of the day what matters is you try and you gave yourself a chance to succeed. Become notorious with the idea of self dependency, never care if you're struggling so bad because you're doing it alone and nobody is there to help you, the help will come naturally, you will find who you need and what you need if you're relying on yourself only, the universe sees you, it will give you what you need for your vision.
VALUE YOUR TIME AND TAKE CARE OF IT
If you want to get stronger, if you want to get better and have a much happier life... learn to value your time, never squander it for useless activities that are only bringing you down, you are living a miserable and weak life because you're wasting too much time. Stop wasting seconds and make yourself very productive, the future is yours, you hold your life if you will control the way you spend your time. Look at yourself all the time, are you thinking negatively? are you doing something to get better? or are you simply like others who were controlled by their phones and doesn't know how to think for themselves, they don't know how to think correctly. Just control your thoughts and never let any useless thought grow in your head, you have to take care of the thoughts that are serving you and making you better. Be fast on doing what you need to do in order to have a much better life, just start and never stop, keep pushing forward, drag yourself to takin actions if you need to, slap yourself and never stop doing what needs to be done. Start fast and finish strong. Your body and mind will be programmed to get better each day if you're addicted to the process. Just start and never stop, as simple as that.