LIFE GETS EASIER IF YOU WILL not rely on something to save your sorryass. You don't know when are you going to become successful so just move forward and never give up, a simple as that. Looking for outcome, looking for something to make you feel better is weakness. You have to trust the process, work as hard as you can and never stop... That's the only way to become happy. At the end of the day success will never make you happy forever because once you get what you want you will only become happy for a few days or even hours and then you will go back to the real you. You will feel normal again, sometimes you will even feel sad. There's no complete happiness in the outcome, stop looking for comfort, easy tasks, support shortcuts, appreciation from other people awards or even easy money. You have to enjoy the process, be present and trust that hard work alone and enjoying it is enough. You don't need to look for what is missing in your life, that is weakness. It's ok to dream about big things but crying about it is making your life miserable. So what if you can't get it? it's ok, there's so much in life than what you are wishing for.
DECIDE TO FEEL POWERFUL AND BECOME POWERFUL
Decide that nothing can stop you, decide that you're going all the way. Decide that you're going to be ok no matter what. Decide that you can do anything you want whenever you want to, decide to become fast starter, decide to focus on trying to make yourself better. You can take any actions any time you need to or want to and that is power. You will become powerful if you stop being lazy. Just do it, start it and follow through. The only thing that is stopping you is your softness. Stop being soft and go hard. You're acting like a spoiled diva that's why you can't take actions. Always remember that moving is 100x better than not moving at all.
YOU WILL ONLY BECOME FREE IF YOU WILL FORGET THE OUTCOME
The outcome is not in your hands. People are crying about not getting chances, subscribers, breaks, followers, money etc. They don't know that they cannot force any situation if it's not for them. You cannot force things to come to you if it's not for you. There is something waiting for you, you just need to keep moving forward and give everything you've got no matter what. What will happen will happen, forget it and just focus on working hard and giving everything you've got. You can win if you will take actions and forget about comfort. Comfort is for the weak, it's for people feeling entitled. So take actions now and allow yourself to become a beast, push yourself to the limits no matter what, do it now and never waste time, the freedom is yours.